Must Read: My Teenage Mind (18+)

6 years ago

Must Read: My Teenage Mind (18+)

The banging at the gate got me jumping and quickly putting on my cloth. Ebuka just had to buckle up. I made to go for the gate but Ebuka stopped me;

Ebuka; You love him enough for him to take you?

I looked at him in confusion.

Me: What do you mean?

Ebuka: Your virginity. You love him enough to give it to him?
Was it guilt or confusion? How did I suddenly forget my Raymond? How can I be so stupid to let someone else touch me when I had my Raymond? I hated Ebuka that instant. I felt he threw that question at me to show me how cheap I had become.

Me: I love him.

Ebuka: Yet you let me touch you? Tell me,is it me or him you want?

I looked up as tears filled my eyes. I had made the greatest mistake of my life and it was already late to make amends.

Me: You walked out of my life when I was beginning to grow fond of you,when I was head over heels in love with you. You didn’t care how I was going to feel or what would happen to me and now that I’ve moved on,you come back to ask me to choose between yourself and Raymond?

Ebuka: I left for a reason.

Me: You had no reason. And I’ll never choose you over Raymond.

He looked at me immediately and smiled.

Ebuka: You don’t have to choose actually. I’ll keep coming for what he also gets. It was you and I from the beginning and it’ll remain that way. Raymond or no Raymond.

Me: You’ll keep coming for what?

Ebuka: Your wonderful p**sy. And better tell him not to expand it or he’ll get to leave it for myself alone.

I wanted an earthquake to happen and swallow me. I wanted to hide myself. Anything that will make me disappear. Tears dropped from my eyes and I prayed a Messiah would come and tell me that Ist of September never happened.

Ebuka looked at me and came close. He picked up his bag that was just at my feet and gently rubbed my low cut hair.

Ebuka: Don’t get this wrong. I loved you. I really did love you but things are not just going the way I planned. As for Vivian,I’m not responsible for her pregnancy okay?

I couldn’t say anything. I felt cheap. He asked me to walk him to the gate. I stood up and followed his trail. We got to the gate and he stopped;

Ebuka: I hope to get more from where this short time came from. You better not change your mind or else,Raymond gets to hear of this and you know what it means.
More tears ran down my cheeks.

Me: Ebuka you’re wicked. I hate you .

Ebuka: I’m not wicked. Vivian wants to take advantage of me and instead of trusting the one who’s saying the truth,you chose to belittle and insult me at any given opportunity.

I’m a man and I need all the respect I can get. The day you realise that Vivian is wrong,that is the day you’ll read a new meaning to life.

He removed the padlock from the bolt and swung the gate open. Who did we see? Another human being that made me realise that once you make yourself open to a lot of men,they will treat you the way they alone deems fit