Must Read: My Teenage Mind (18+)

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Must Read: My Teenage Mind (18+)

I will have to praise myself because I really did well in restoring our friendship. Funny and strange enough,Vivian never shied away from socialising with people even with her double self. We would go on evening strolls together,stay in her shop together,eat together,we did everything together. I even had to stop seeing Raymond most evenings just to be with her.

On the 30th of September, Vivian and I were in front of her house taking in the evening breeze when Frank and Ebuka walked pass. Vivian called out to them and they came back. I had not told Vivian about my experiences with them so I tried my best to act cool.


Frank: What’s up Viv?

Vivian: I’m fine o.

Frank: What are you girls doing out here? Waiting for someone?

Vivian: We’re taking in fresh air.

Frank: Oh. That’s nice.

I brought out my phone(had upgraded to Nokia c1) and started 2going. I paid less attention to Frank and Vivian but I knew that Ebuka was looking at me.

Next thing I knew,Frank was chasing Vivian.
Or should I say,Vivian was walk-running while Frank trailed behind her.

The happy cheers coming from Vivian made me smile. Frank caught her and I think they agreed on something and the next I knew,they were both jumping. I shook my head as I laughed at Vivian who looked like an over pumped snowman.

Ebuka: Rose
He actually touched my shoulder. I looked at him in disgust and removed his hand fro. my shoulder. I still didn’t him

Ebuka: I’m sorry please. Can we just talk?

I stood up from the plastic chair and made to walk away but I stopped.

Me: Speak. I’m all ears.

Ebuka: I’m sorry for what I did and what I said to you the other day. I don’t know what came over me. Trust me I’m not like that. I . .

Me: Excuse me? I should trust you? Not in this life. I know you’re surprised to still see me healthy and good looking. Your words and actions ignited a fire that will burn forever,and this fire will burn everyone who steps on my toe including you.

Ebuka: Rose. . . .

Me: You called me names. Because I fell for your tricks, because I was emotionally weak. Ebuka you called me names that you won’t be happy to hear someone call your sisters. That day,you were so sure of yourself.

Ebuka: Nne……

Me: That day,you said your mind without hearing a word from me so just listen. I waited for you to come like you said. I waited for your cheap blackmail. To think that I loved you,the same person who called me dirty names because he used me. Our judgement will be in heaven but I doubt if you’ll ever make it.

He bent his head while I struggled with my tears.

Me: Let me tell you,the same way you treated me,so shall your sisters be treated.

They will experience worse curses from men.

Anytime you see your sisters,you’ll always remember today. So keep your apologies. Save it for your sisters because they’ll be the ones to need them.

I walked out on him and went home. That night,I cried while I prayed,asking God for forgiveness and asking him to avenge my case. I called Vivian before I went to bed explaining that I was purging that’s why I had to leave. We talked for a while before we retired for the night.

The next morning,I got a call as early as 6:00am. Vivian has put to bed.
1ST OCTOBER 2011.