Must Read: My Teenage Mind (18+)

6 years ago

Must Read: My Teenage Mind (18+)

Mmmh Rosie Rosie Rosie,
1st, please get well soon.

Na person wey well dey update.

2ndly, it’s obvious you still love this Raymond dude dearly:

1st guy virginity things and father of your child blah blah blah….

U just love him. Full stop.

3rdly, you are using this platform to tell him things; things awkwardly you never got to tell him.

He never saw your heart for what it felt or bled; Love? Naivety? Whatever? He was never there after all.

4thly, you could have also terminated that pregnancy early if you didn’t love him, because you inferred that you found out early.

But you chose to keep it, go through the ordeal alone, isolated your family, risked your life and the baby’s and even protected the unwilling Raymond, all for Love? Or what?

Am I surprised? This is “My Teenage Mind”.
Strange that the principal story exchange here is between yourself, the main story teller and Raymond the object but silent reader. The rest of us observers, readers and commenters here are all members of the ‘jury’ in this court of public opinion.

This is simply what this stage is looking like. cool
Nice one. I’m sure you are getting at Raymond your own way, hitting him where it matters most (his conscience, after all he owes you a lot) while relieving yourself of years of heartache. Emotional blackmail some may choose to call it. Dark as it sounds, some may even argue that he deserves it and that you are well entitled to it, given all you have gone through alone for you both (make it three, the innocent baby included). And still going through.

Raymond has no choice than to be strung on; you have his daughter. He is the illegitimate father.

Yet he is now legitimately married to another and also father to a second baby from his marriage.
From his posts, he loves his wife dearly and openly gushes over her (a heartbreaking reality for you).
Secondly, he also adores his second daughter from his marriage while I’m sure yours scarcely has his attention.

A burden you chose to carry alone once you went ahead with that pregnancy from the seeds of an unwilling father.

My Teenage Mind indeed!

This is what happens when Teenagers have unprotected S£x. For ‘Love’, Fantasy or Lust. It is obvious Raymond’s motive was for the latter.
However, I am yet to properly qualify teenage ‘love’ beyond fantasy.

Phew!…..So where do we go from here?

Seems all the salvo have almost been fired at Raymond in the course of telling this incredible story, while relieving your ordeal from teenage pregnancy to single motherhood.

So what next?

I do not envy Raymond in this dilemma neither do I have any reason to afford him empathy (I no follow chop the puna na!).

Question remains, ‘What next?’